assuming everything falls right in place,
its gonna be a busy week next week.

monday i will be gg for a interview to be waitress if cedric's coming back on time
tuesday's ijc prom night, im not involved but i may turn up to take a look for my classmates.
wednesday to friday, there's class chalet for s65
saturday will be my cousin's wedding.
and not forgetting clubbing after the wedding dinner!

3 more weeks and im left with $150,
fuckshit.
must start borrowing from everybody.

went to swimming complex ytd.
and guess what?
the sun only fucking came out after i left the complex.
damn!

went swimming twice today.
great weather.
:D
alone in the morning and with joyce in the evening.
tanned.
chao TA!

tml meeting up with my a level study grp.
(:
catch up before jiansiang go into NS.


reminiscing again.
it would be nice if time would have stopped at sec sch.
really.

ytd i dreamt abt so much random things.
its kinda scary to have so many doubts in life.

like just stop asking where im heading next.
which school i would like to go to.
im not interested at all?

like fuck?

i've got no idea where's my interest and what's my passion.
18 and lost?
isnt it funny?
please mock at me.
aint a 18-years-old suppose to be a young adult who is able to make decision on my own?
and i cant fucking decide what i want for my life?
oh fuck.
FUCK.

cant watch L word now.
my dad just LOVES to stand behind me when im using comp.
-shake head-

screwed up life.